goddess damn by carabc, pseudonym Tara or #SorceressAnn

6:44 AMC Jesus Son of Man by Rudolf Augstein, Book Notes 1

I am re-learning how to accomplish some book reviews as I recover from three illnesses at once.

I am seeing deliverance from wickedness as Sorceress Tara, Exorcist, in the New Jerusalem–in ways propelling me to work more in the realm of what is actual truth and what is not my actual, needful truth in several genera of religion, books, and common “theological thought” ever since 1950.

Let me explain what “my actual, needful truth” means to me alone as an isolationist who has family and friends but is not able at this time to engage in deeper relationships due to my having been betrayed in ways I no longer engage the history of spiritually.

**I am now a firm and forevermore advocate of what I have termed “universalism” which is called by others many different words in a host of languages, not only English.**

One example of this new place is the nice surprise of an epiphany I had on 24 JUNE 2026, which is Saint John’s Day. He is The Baptist.

And that is how this series about this book came to be, I was led to do this.

I enjoy being mentored by what I now call the Universe–Great Spirit (unseen metaphysically and scientific in NATURE in my Line of Sight concerning the Trinity of Old which WHO is constantly misused and TAKEN out of TRUE WITNESS CONTEXT)–gods, goddesses, witches, sorcerer genera, shaman genera, Buddhist genera, Hindu genera

AS LONG AS THEY ARE PROPONENTS IN WORD AND MONETARY DEED FOR HUMAN RIGHTS AT ALL TIMES.

AMEN.

#TARA

All of the above photos are making me cry a bit because they are of JOY; and, I NEVER understand why we cannot see our photos (we were all Christians surrounding Y2K and that is the house my father built with his brother)–I cannot understand why we have to give up the joy and love and faithfulness of these photos for the depression, gossip, jealousies, rages, emotional turmoil, and constant stress of 50 states that tells us this world above is false.

Where did our religion go? I can still smile without holding my father as we celebrated 50 Years of Marriage.

I can still look upon Uncle John and remember how much my children love him even today.

I can see all of our smiles as we chose happiness in those years and yet, my life became darker and darker still through the 2,000’s beginning.

I guess all the Y2K hype was actually true for some of us. I certainly should have feared the next 26 years.

Yet I survived. I do survive. And where is everyone now? Locked away in a world of commotion that is a huge hell to me. But yet I can still smile, look out the window, and see a world Oak Tree and appreciate so much of faithfulness yet…..

I am no longer a Christian because Christianity hurled me out of their midst like a beast of insanity that evidently, I am to them.

I am to them.

I know now, and forever, never to ask why. But the tears I cry were two this morning. And I am tempted yet again to try to figure so much stuff out. To be demoralized because I chose a path that does not include expensive education. I have people in my life who don’t trust me but I’ve always trusted them.

It is exhausting to be a Christian and it is exhausting to not be a Christian.

Is the only thing I have experienced in 60 years.

It is not moral to tear one another apart.

It is not moral to have a pedophile for a president.

Yet here we are.

We are so much smarter, and so less safe I cannot even get my mind around it most days. What is more I will admit today that the less I use screens, the more I can remember this better world above.

There is nothing here. There is nothing but words and pictures of my past on these screens. Fuck you.

I will choose hope for us as people that we will somehow take the grace left to us, that we can create daily through gratitude, and bring it into fruition to something more akin to democracy in the details and less in tune with racist/sexist/patriarchal fascism–everywhere and with everyone scowling at everything and everyone else.

I can learn to keep hoping for one reason: I have chosen to remove hope from my being that is called a “Christian Virtue”.

This book is going to help me do one thing: prove every fucking thing Apostle Paul, a Jew, was allowed to have published within the very New Testament where red letters KJV resides — SO FUCKING WRONG I AM GOING TO PUT ALL of you to shame.

You’d rather be right in doctrine–a lot of which a lot of Xtian “men” require the use of Apostle Paul’s writings to keep hammering us, particularly women, into some sort of damnable and sinful humanity–than to give up your lives to bring our country back to basic morality for every person residing here.

in these 50 States.

Let me drive the truth I am learning home with several books in this time: it should have NEVER BEEN either/or in Protestantism/Catholicism.

It should have been yes this angle/yes this angle too/yes, that is a good angle to add to our general “philosophy” or “theology”….both of which should never have had money attached to the thinking and conversing of it.

I find absolutely ZERO good people at my age who can converse with yes, that too….yes that is a good addition to my philosophical thoughts…..hey, why don’t we hypothesize together about this portion of the bibles out there, or this part of scientific discovery, etc.

It’s like you have to form a cult to do anything, and that anything in my very real and broad experience is anything BUT being morally nice to one another and actually learning from one another and teaching one another at the same time.

I have personally tried for years to hear yes….yes….yes and that too!! how exciting to be learning about these things together!! from anyone.

Disrespect is just that damn important to most people these days.

And while as Sorceress Tara I forgive everyone, I will equally say it isn’t about forgiveness that I am writing.

It is about how you are finding out I am making myself stronger to street fight with even the Good people (street fight in writing and discussion) to get my country and my relationships back.

PREFACE

“The genius of Christianity has been its unfailing ability to adapt to new necessities. When the vices and absurdities of the 16th century church became too obvious, there was the Reformation and a reprieve for Christianity until the 19th century when human misery became so great that Christianity acquiesced to a fun-house mirror of itself, to what Archbishop Temple of Canterbury termed “that Christian heresy” communism.

–Gore Vidal

FOREWARD

How does it affect us?

No one believes anything without first asking himself whether it has to be believed. –St Augustine.

Sorceress Note: what about the billions of women and their children, whom the Savior Himself told not to weep for him but to weep for themselves as the Daughters of Jerusalem and their children?

Yeah Augustine wasn’t talking to women.

And generally speaking, it is well known in the Gospel Record Jesus Christ doesn’t like to talk to men. I wonder why?

Just kidding. #cabc

“The church as an institution can only maintain itself if it insists on its right to discipline people, and how can it do that unless it has a right directly granted it from above? The Pope must insist on the divine origin of the Roman church as distinct from any other church, on the church as a divine institution….”

“Whether Jesus really was the son of God, whether he was bodily resurrected–non-Christians looking at the matter from outside their exclusive claim that Jesus was the son of God and rose from the dead that church–and not only the Roman church–exercises its power. We shall do well to go to work ourselves, not leaving the conduct of the retreat to the theologians. Religion is too important for that.”

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