Let me remind this blog article I am bringing my original Hagar Speaks from Uncovered No More: a four blood moon testimony, volume 3 into time in 2026.
Let me also remind this blog article I am dealing with a mystery. I have already turned the blank rune of typical 25 rune sets into Buddha for my long-term (even past this life of mine) healing.
The passages following of the teachings and exhortations of Jesus Christ in the KJV toward crowds and his 12 male disciples are here to remember for us, that many of us if we are honest with ourselves, have been literally terrified because of how we were taught by religion.
But I would suppose anarchy is no better. Anarchy is no better. There is fighting, murders, and rape/pedophilia everywhere and I tire of pretending that the living situations around me are sterile and perfect, like as if our jaded lives have no connection to the children and their parents starving, dealing with hard circumstances due to inept and flat-out wicked leadership, and etc.
Matthew 5: 29-30
Matthew 5:29-30 KJV – And if thy right eye offend thee, pluck – Bible Gateway
Matthew 16: 24-27:
Matthew 16:24-27 KJV – Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If – Bible Gateway
Matthew 18: 8-11
Matthew 18:8-11 KJV – Wherefore if thy hand or thy foot – Bible Gateway
I believe on a youtube I said I would be copying verses for a purpose. In truth, I was seeing how intense my weaving was going to become directly after September of 2026. There will be no copying at this time, and the book I use for such purpose is being put away.
Therein you see me NOT doing what societies everywhere are doing to women and our children. It has been a long, hard road of my journey NOT to destroy my own artistic/author/poet work.
I forgive you, whomever you are, that cursed my existence like that just because you don’t like the processes worldwide of the return testimony of Jesus Christ.
These bluebonnets are from my property which I was disinherited from thereby proving to the world a woman is of less value as it concerns property than men in these 50 states. Our writings are of less value, and anymore, poetry is cast aside constantly. There is no more any prophet indeed according to Psalm 74.
“..Which brings us to the prickly question of sex and feminism and whether the two are ever compatible. The novel does not presume to take a position on that. It is descriptive, not prescriptive…..
“(In fact, I do not think sex and feminism are at all incompatible–but that is another book, a book called Fear of Fifty. Sex and feminism must be reclaimed by women, as they reclaim the selves they might have been before the dark millennia of sexism intervened).”
This first quote is from Erica Jong’s FEAR OF FLYING which I am only now beginning to read. The copyright is 1973, and the publisher is Henry Holt and Company in New York.
I could give equally excellent perceptions from Cosmos by Carl Sagan which I am a little farther forward in reading than Ms. Jong’s book, both of which are fiction and an enjoyable addition to my philosophy, spiritual contemplation, and etc.
My point? Women. Mary Magdalene should have been in the Gospel Record and that is because it is obvious in history Jesus Christ did indeed have good relationships with the women who traveled with him and his disciples.
“But now I knew I had to. I knew I would have to tell this story–the story of the Christ I’ve met with because of Mary’s gospel. I knew that the only way forward and through, would be to die to who I had thought Christ was, die to what I thought it meant to be Christian, and actually begin to figure out what it means to be me.”
And that quote above is from MARY MAGDALENE REVEALED: The First Apostle, Her Feminist Gospel & the Christianity We Haven’t Tried Yet by Meggan Watterson. The Copyright is 2019 through Hay House LLC.
Here is another quote:
THE FIRST POWER: DARKNESS
What We Have Forgotten
“….I would start with the names of everyone we’ve excluded, of the street children, of the millions slowly starving to death in plain daylight. I would start with the outsiders, the outcasts. I would start with every one of us who thinks we aren’t worthy of love just as we are…..”
I cannot tell my story from my past about the above statement anymore because I am rejected and have lost too many relationships. What is more, people have insisted on things about me and my health which I will never outrun in this life.
I can’t really forgive this thing, but I can love you as an enemy who continues this way. Do you know why you continue this way? I could answer by showing you a Social Media account and their admittance.
Suffice it to say I know so many people who have expectations on the King Himself I am aghast at how much of a recluse I have become and will be for the rest of this life.
I am grateful my actual Astrology Chart has information within it that told me what I didn’t know about myself all these years: I am inclined to be around fewer people as Aries. I am truly happier now rarely seeing people like my uncle, Robert Paul Davis-Beaty.
My Father as a born-again Christian had my brother and me put rubber bands on our wrists as we went to school to check in with Holy Spirit each day.
He also taught us and expected us to seek out other children in our classes who were of lesser value in the school system, and eventually he had to put us in private school. Why? Smoking in the bathrooms at middle school, my brother was threatened with fighting after school which he would show up but gangs wouldn’t, and other things like my parents disliked sex education in public school and felt parents should teach their children as young adults about sex.
Of course, they are and were outdated. I think people in my life are miffed at me because I didn’t bother to try much sex educating my progeny after one time. Why? Young people are not the same as they were when I was their age and they get much more than sex education off the Internet. I wasn’t even allowed to watch but one hour of television back in my day.
I have zero opinions about all this except one: where in the FUQ is gratefulness in this day and age?
After the first time my brother fell on a street of a heart condition in 1978, he gave his testimony in the public-school class. The power of GOD came forth, and students moved their desks back from Him it was so palpable.
And then he collapsed after getting permission from my father to jog again. He died. This happening was at the time of many Fall Equinox and Yom Kippur. Both celebrations in 2026 are in the week of September 21; however, they have been in the week of September 27 at times too.
My story about finding books by certain authors to understand my huge testifying necessity is exhausting for me today, and so, this is enough.
Here is the portion of Uncovered No More Volume 3 I need to preserve for this rendering of my story:
“The Internet is a very clear and physical manifestation of worldwide unity and “a thousand years are as a day while a day is as a thousand years”. (2 Peter 3: 8)
2 Peter 3:8 KJV – But, beloved, be not ignorant of this – Bible Gateway
But here is the problem with me: I don’t agree with anything of the Christian construct teaching out in the great and wide world of American Christian doctrines and yes, I agree with all of it. This is after seven very long years when I had to learn abut myself after having already lived forty-two years by the time the fuller call on my life began to come forth. You don’t walk out of your life like I’ve done without some serious things happening. Talk about midlife crisis. This testimony was, and still is, a major crisis to my womanly soul.
As I testified earlier, I have interpreted the entire book of Revelation according to Revelation 11 and 13 in one manner of speaking. This means I understand some things about “Christianity” nowadays that are rather shocking indeed. And I will explain all of that in this book. However, this is why I would have stated the above paragraph. I don’t agree with Christian doctrine and yet I do. It’s a mixed bag when we start talking “doctrine”.
Let’s as Christians admit the truth: we are every bit as political and money hungry–for money is the root of evil (1 Timothy 6: 10) and the root of power as it pertains to the world systems of the earth–as our unbelieving counterparts…..
1 Timothy 6:10 KJV – For the love of money is the root of – Bible Gateway
You will find by the end of this story that I am a caged human being now. America is my prison cell because as Jesus Christ pointed out when He was here the last time as a human, prophetic persons are not known in their own hometowns.
Now as I release this next passage I am going to tell the World System something: I am and continue to clearly show my progression of evolution. Look at the above linked article. In it or one of those I openly admit I know I am progressing to Shaman. Jesus Christ became Shaman when he spoke in the Temple as a 12 year old. That passage is after this one:
Luke 4:20-24 KJV – And he closed the book, and he gave it – Bible Gateway
Luke 2: 41-52 KJV – Now his parents went to Jerusalem every – Bible Gateway
I love humankind. I don’t love Christians more, or less, than I do other humans. That includes all of my family; therefore, it is assumed in Christian construct that this (now sorceress) is not submitted to my husband properly most of the time.
I wholly identify with the whore of Revelation 12. I am a polygamist spiritually, obviously, and to my own hurt for the rest of my life.”
(No, in the flesh I am NOT anything but heterosexual, and what is more, once sexuality is removed as in how there is neither male or female according to the NT in Galatians 3:28, those whom we as women have children with are “partners” whether that is a friendly alliance or not.)
“I will never heal from this testimony I’m writing this week right before the fourth blood moon (2015). I will move on though, but that is two different things entirely. I speak from forty-nine years of experience.
I am not going to address the issues of my current life and how I must live it telling this tale in this book. I need to maintain some privacy because clearly, if you haven’t already figured it out, I know that Jesus Christ is soon returning.
I simply don’t know when so do not expect me to release any thoughts about “when” like some idiots out there who give dates of the return of Jesus Christ and the rapture of the “pure and holy” Christian people who are thinking they are “going on up”.
The last time someone did that confirms my testimony because the fellow Christian prophetically testified that Jesus was coming on my tenth child’s third birthday. He came from a Gentile Judah Womb. That’s just plain funny.”
IN loving memory of my parents who were accosted muchly for the fact they had Patrick Clayton and Cara Ann Beaty.
In loving memory of my other 11 members of a family. I’m sorry you lost me, but rest assured I am happier without most of you having to face realities of our existence on that strange property where many of you were raised. I had to be removed from the issues in this country, and across the world, so the disinheritance was better for me. But it destroyed the me that never got to live. I have never been anything but not free to be me. And it is too late now, it is too late.
I am happier now, alone. I’m sorry you had to put up with me all these years, and yes, I’m crying. My cat is here. Tadashi tries with me, but my clairvoyant power is too high most of the time.
I sigh.
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