This is a combined article according to Hagar Speaks by Cara Ann Beaty-Coffey. When I actually put up “Hagar Speaks”, I think it needs to be Part Three to show my progression as a spiritualist.
The reason I have combined authorship as I put my book up in parts, most of which as a whole is being removed from my original writing, is because I am A Weaver.
We are not understood in any times, and I do not know if only women are such. I know nothing except my own story as I place this tale upon my blogs which are many to help me continue to learn as a spiritualist.
“This testimony which is about to be written is straight out of the book of Revelation and within the framework of blood moons across time according to Joel and Acts chapter 2 and Revelation chapter 6.
The first set of them in this age came to pass the year after Christopher Columbus sailed the high seas (1492) as all Americans know quite well if you are privileged with being able to have had an education through about seventh grade.
Every time blood moons happen, the Jewish peoples across the world system of history seem to also have significant things happen. And now in 2014-2015, the ministry of UNM is a meaningful part of this testimony.”
Full Moon photo above was taken by me.
(Indeed, here in 2026, the new Jerusalem is fully manifested in my witness; however, I will not allow Zionism to be a part of what I stated here, and I will not allow the Conservative Movement coming forth with the republican party, Protestantism though not as a whole, and a few other organizations and corporations to be a part either. This is my choice as both a normal human being and as a person who has the spiritual name of Tara.)
(The reason I must state these points here is simple and should be easily understood. The Man who died and arose as SACRIFICE is not miraculously born of a virgin this time.)
“The first blood moon of this season was on April 15, 2014, which is within the birthday season of the Azusa Street Revival, me and my firstborn son.”
April 14-15, 1865 is when Abraham Lincoln was shot and then died. 1865 is one hundred one years less than my birth year of 1966.
“The last blood moon was on September 28, 2015, which is one day after the death of my brother thirty-five years before.”
Patrick Clayton Klonek-Beaty dropped twice in streets. I am not going to release that testimony anymore except two points of evolved understanding on my part: a) his dropping dead in streets mimicked our paternal grandfather dropping on a road with his truck running over him–and (b) all of this comes from Revelation 11: 7-11 KJV only in my authorship case. He is an ARCAngel Michael figure to me alone in my spiritual life, and I am a reincarnationist. I ask you kindly to leave my re-telling of this story if you are not a reincarnationist. You are they who deny my testimony and I do not want to offend you just because you are the one who refuses to accept the return of Jesus Christ.
It is your problem in this case of belief systems, which I understand are very complicated indeed for anyone…..and I will not have anything to do with that problem to save the relationships I at least did not lose. I will NOT allow any fault of what happened to me to be placed upon the King of kings.
Why? Authority. And nobody I know accepts His authority so again, it is none of my business. I love everyone I know and have worked through any issues which were mine from my past life. As you will see in this very article, I am or have been studying three books.
As to evolution, that is my word. I do not know how old the earth is and I don’t discuss evolution with anyone anyway. In addition, there are many subjects which have key words and I am tired of being misunderstood because of everyone else’s key words. I have a bible passage for you:
Please read Luke 16: 19-31 first for context:
The above link is about Lazarus and the Rich Man…..
And then: Luke 17: 1-2 : “Then said he unto the disciples, It is impossible but that offences will come: but woe unto him, through whom they come! It is better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and he cast into the sea, than that he should offend one of these little ones.”
I have always understood the above two verses to be about pedophilia. Many “professing christians” make it about any sexuality other than heterosexuality and there is a whole dimension of their hypocrisy where women must strictly stay home as well.
I am not here to discuss it. I am here simply to write my evolved story. Again, please leave if you are not a reincarnationist. You will simply hate me in speech even up close otherwise. Don’t ask me how I know face to face. I will walk away and stay away from you, at this point in my life.
“In this book, I am trying to focus enough in my thoughts in order to tell about worldwide redemption coming out according to Revelation 14 where the 144,000 remnant seed people are spoken. We have the seal of God on our forehead, and we cannot be removed out of the Book of Life in that place.
Are you one of them if you are a Christian reading this book? I do not honestly know about that. You know about it only if you are chosen that way….”
- The words “initiate”, “occult and esoteric”, and “spiritual science” are gleaned from Rudolf Steiner’s book, Knowledge Of the Higher Worlds And Its Attainment: On Consciousness, Dream Life and Initiation:
“1. HOW IS KNOWLEDGE OF THE HIGHER WORLDS ATTAINED?”
Sorceress Note: this information is initially dated 07 October 2024…some of what I am quoting dated 29 January 2025. I had to revisit and revisit to accept myself in this journey of mine because of legalism, patriarchal society, and a few other issues surrounding 1966-2026.
“…As long as the human race has existed there has always been a method of training, in the course of which individuals possessing these higher facilities gave instruction to others……Such a training is called occult (esoteric) training, and the instruction received therefrom is called occult (esoteric) teaching, or spiritual science.”
I personally looked up “esoteric” and wrote in my study notes: intended for or likely to be understood by only a small number of people with a specialized knowledge or interest.
Passages/Verses the Lord speaks in the KJV of “elect”:
Matthew 14: 22, 24, 31
Mark 13: 20, 22, 27
Luke 18: 7
“Those who have been initiated into the nature of this higher knowledge are not in the least surprised that the uninitiated should so think [earlier “uninitiated” are said to think that there is no need to make a secret of this type of knowledge]…for the secret of initiation can only be understood by those who have to a certain degree experienced this initiation into the higher knowledge of existence….”
“It is a natural law among all initiates to withhold from no man the knowledge that is due him but there is an equally natural law which lays down that no word of esoteric knowledge shall be imparted to anyone not qualified to receive it.”
I will therefore ruefully acknowledge it is common knowledge up close that I talk too much, and it is because I have the higher knowledge initiation and that makes it difficult for me to not feel guilty and to not stop trying to have higher knowledge accepted. Putting parts of my books up with other authors and poets is helping my guilt complexes and higher knowledge clairvoyance feel satisfied. I am grateful.
2. It should be obvious from item number one why Rudolf Steiner has a book entitled, Occult Science, an Outline.
I will allow Mister Steiner to explain himself again from his Prefaces, and the one I am looking upon (04 January 2026 was when I was contemplating) states:
Preface to the 1925 Edition
“My feeling at that time [he had already written Theosophy and found out that this book could not be brought to the same completed form]….was that the contents of this book must be presented in scientific thought-forms–that is, in forms of thought akin to those of natural science, duly developed and adapted to the description of what is spiritual.”
Sorceress Note: Ralph Waldo Emerson’s Nature is a supporting book for me here and I am at this time re-reading it and taking notes to put up on a blog again. It is important for generation Z in my honest opinion, and it is small enough to be possible to recommend to such a busy crowd (smile).
3. Now I will bring my reality down to earth in 2026 for a moment with The Sorcerers’ Crossing by Taisha Abelar. First of all, I have known without knowing why that I am a sorceress and not a witch. I am aware that I am ascending to shaman, and “recapitualation” explains shaman as does Buddha’s writings, but they don’t necessarily use the exact same terms.
Rudolf Steiner was a shaman and did not know it. How do I know that? He was studying Buddha writings and has a bit to say in the book from #1 about chakra and etc.
Next, I need to note I knew to create my “father” [of The Trinity] for the now out of some figure who is not connected to christianity due to what happened to me.
I made “Buddha” the 25th rune last year and even wrote that name after crossing out “Odin” in one of my books. Why? Odin’s history has self-harm and a father will help us NOT self-harm if he can.
It didn’t make sense as a rune master to keep Odin as the image, particularly since the Lord speaks of calling no man teacher and also, he said more than once in differing ways that if they of the crowds who saw him in the bible had seen him, they were also seeing the Father because He was sent to do the will of the Father.
If you cannot see my connections, again I will ask you to leave my writing. Thank you for your consideration. This next quote session is the conclusion of 2a.
“…Chinese sages of ancient times used to say that in order to know your worth, you have to slip through the eye of the dragon,” she said, pulling the two ends of the thread together.” [she was threading a needle to sew something as they talked]
She said that those sages were convinced that the boundless unknown is guarded by an enormous dragon whose scales shine with a dazzling light. They believed that the courageous seekers who dare to approach the dragon are awed by its blinding glare, by the power of its tail that with the minutest flicker crushes anything in its way, and by its burning breath that turns to ashes everything within its reach……
It means that through recapitulation, we can become empty of thought and desire, which for those ancient seers meant to become one with the dragon’s intent, therefore invisible.”
The dragon is higher knowledge. Recapitulation is something I have had happen many times, and it hurts. But this time and since I am reading this autobiography (the woman Clara was speaking to the author of the book and is her initiate teacher in this case according to Rudolf Steiner) — I can say that what I am doing on this very website is a recapitulation.
Clara explains many times in this book how you must go back to the past and relive the dark times. This year I met with an astrologist because I had become very ill with three sicknesses, and she had directed me to study my chart where Venus is concerned since that is the place of our dark nature. It helped me gain perspective and not be overwrought with rejection and guilt, again.
Bibliography
(please understand I am reveling in NOT being published by The System. I don’t have to use your forms of exact punctuation and grammar and I enjoy giving credit where credit is due.)
Rudolf Steiner’s Knowledge of the Higher Worlds was originally published in 1947. My copy was printed in Coppell, TX on 06 October 2023.
Rudolf Steiner’s Occult Science is Rudolf Steiner Press, a Classic Translations, translated by George and Mary Adams, in 2011. It was first published in English in 1962 when my brother was born.
Taisha Abelar’s The Sorcerers’ Crossing is published by The Penguin Group. The Copyright is 1992.
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