I have been in a position in which I lost my identity in the System. I did not know two things about TS Eliot:

1. evidently he was considered at least somewhat anti-Semitic.
2. he needed a psychologist because of an aboulie, emotional derangement, depression, and schizophrenia which Eliot openly admitted he suffered with.

Aboulie is “diminished motivation” or “lack of will”.

I want to talk about this for a moment. I was (but not anymore) exactly the same type of person as I wrote my three volumes of allegory and testimony, and people naturally turned ugly around me particularly since Protestants and their dogma are just that, ugly.

But back in my day when I kept writing, I told that truth alongside this other reality for girls on blogs and in books: many young women were equally as I am, adrenal fatigued due to how hard we work under the surface and how empathetic we were/are anyway.

You do not get one without the other evidently. But I think it is shameful of this society how we are cast into a mould of “mental illness” or “demonic possession” or some such….without nary a backward glance.

This is Cara Coffey, a woman, who this world order of 50 States declared unfit to even own property.

Where have we seen this “thought” far and wide?

These 50 States……

Eliot and his wife were in England. As The Wasteland was published is when they both needed to repair to an enforced rest they desperately required since Mr. Eliot had the message in his core which he had; as a poet. The Brownings also had/have the same story: Mr. Browning was much aligned in society.

Those of us you pick on causes this sort of circumstance to become an empath/poet/commentator/author in general/……worst nightmare.

Why?

We see your realities and you hate us for it.

You hate.

Happy Mother’s Day, 50 States.

smile.

The history I am writing within is written by Paul Muldoon in March of 2013 because I bought this The Wasteland by TS Eliot as a new book along with its mate Four Quartets from Barnes & Noble. The Pair are so special to me they will be willed to one of my progeny.

as to anti-Semitism, it needs to gfy. It isn’t about Jews that Netanyahu is a raging monster alongside djt and a few others.

Stop being so historically stupid, ya’ll. Just stop.