“The memory of who I am is gone…..It’s gone…..so, it’s time for me to go away….”

Being an author, it is time for me to give you a twist. This Whirling Dervish is my thoughts as I do too much work to try to feel accepted by everyone when I am 60 years old as a person who has done plenty of work. I have tried socially.

I don’t want you to feel like a failure. But at this point the one thing you must prove–is that you are my friend far and wide in Texas.

If you are my friend, you will hear My Voice. I was forced to vote how I voted, be who I was. I cannot begin to explain the devastation as a woman……

……when everyone was so happy I put myself in the cage of Immigrant parents and children NOW…..in 1989. I put myself in a cage of Protestantism, was grateful for the protection, and proceeded to live like my grandmothers and mothers before me. You were delighted.

And then……Tara came. I am open to different types of spirituality. You are not. Do you have any questions?

I am choosing to BE….”IGNORE” — ance.

Oh I can live that caged life. Particularly men around me feel very, very correct when I live that life, lemme say. That’s your problem now. That ain’t my president, that ain’t my state government, and that ain’t anything in-between.

To be at peace with you is to be at war with billions of women.

To be at peace with you is to be at war with four men who suffered for four gospels to be here NOW KJV.

To be at peace with you is to be at war with Jesus Christ.

You have not seen peace be war.

From a woman who is Judah too mysteriously (REVELATION 7). You have not been perfected.

Have you?

Well, I can seal myself off and show myself what I think, feel, and AM as far as my ideas (not dogma) of perfecting my inner woman.

IGNORE-ance. with sides of humility, grace, and gratefulness. is true person-HOOD. I’m in the ‘HOOD. smile.

Understanding the Core of any Principles in this HOOD is Step One.

Now it is your turn–SO many of you–to understand the Master’s Words: basically: you aren’t entering the Kingdom of God without becoming like Little Children.

Uncle Paul and Dad taught me well. They were (oops Tara here) fuck hell in their 70’s building my house and a good bit else.

Get your backside up, Daughter. clean, cook, smile, and keep working. Keep loving. For We. Dad and Uncle, the two named Robert in the first name because Grandpa had to go up above when Dad was still growing in Eara Davis Beaty’s womb……WE ARE LOVE NEVER FAILS and this is OUR magic carpet.

Into IGNORE-ance.

Loves, thank you.

Here is a little bitty detail about Tara: she talks and types in heaven and earth. And what is in my books which I write in my own hand of old: is none of your business unless I make it that.

I love you.

#cabc.

seance is a word basically meaning I am throwing shade and attempting to make contact with the dead.

mkay. whatever you say, Bitch Internet.