Someone I know has been very negative about my ministry for years. And they have repented privately, as have I, and so…….it is deleterious for me to put up Hagar Speaks from my third volume of testimony.
All of my writing that was published tells you how much I love you, I value your love of me. But IRL, I am to the point with my country that I do not want anything to do with anyone or anything. I want and need to live normally now.
In some ways, I feel like my struggle has not been worth it. And you, if you know me from my past life, are the reason I feel that way. I tried. You failed me.
It stands to reason I should just move on. I got a boundary set tonight which will help me accomplish this thing with everyone I love but does not love me enough to come see me and take time for me, and only me.
You have decided your fate with me. I am dead to you and I am more at peace now, NOW, to continue to be dead to you. Perhaps I looked and acted hard to deal with.
I forgive you and let you know here and at this place which is NOT Uncovered No More, that I can assure you–collectively and otherwise–you are much harder to deal with and have no grounds to judge me as you are still doing.
Goodbye. I wish you well. And I will pray for you. Many of you just became enemies. And you know not how to stop being my enemy.
This is an excellent place to leave you be.
Consider me dead.
Thanks.
~Cara Coffey.
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